Well well where to begin..I am glad finals are coming so I can go home and have a little fun before I move down here for good.  However, I am scared because I might see my ex boyfriend Vince.  He broke up with me earlier this school year because he wanted to focus on baseball but in reality he didn't want a long distance relationship.  I love him so much and I want to see him but I don't want to because I will fall in love with him all over again and I am sure he'd moved on. 

Interesting boy problems have been happening lately as well...

I met this amazing guy named Zache at the Creek and hung out with him like almost everyday and brought him to a baseball game that was a sisterhood with my sorority.  At the game a bunch of my sistas were mentioning formal which we had that weekend and Zache had asked if I had a date and I told him no, so he said he'd go with me if I really wanted to go.  So everything was fine and dandy this awesome guy seemed so interested in me!  So night of the dance he picks me up and we "take pictures" before the dance and then we headed over to the dance.  The whole night he asked when we could leave because his friend was throwing a party.  So I told him we could leave at 12 so he would shut up.  We go back to the dorms, pick up my friend and go to this party, which he ditched me at.  I said hi to an old buddy of mine and Zache thought I was trying to get his number so he left the party and didnt show back up until 2 hours later!!!!  SO in that time I met this HOT...I mean HOOOOTTTTTT guy Rob.  Rob and I were talkin and having a great ol' time and in walks Zache and he got mad..yet again.  I went up to him, wasted and all, and asked him if he was into me or not and his exact words were "your going to st. louis in 2 weeks and I won't see you"  ummmm ok so the thing is yeah I am goin to STL from May 13-July13 then I will be living here for good.  So I figured him and I could keep talking visit each other and see what happens when I am moving back here.  So things have been kinda awkward since then.  (needed new paragraph)

So, this past Thursday I asked him what he was doing and he said he said going to the foam party at club 201.  Well it was like ujmm 1245 and he called my cell phone and asked where we were and I told him Midnight Rodeo and he goes ok good we will be there in 10 minutes. So he gets there and I introduce him to my friends and their boyfriends (yes I am a loser and don't have one). So a few minutes later and he walks off.  My friend goes after him to see what his deal was and he said he saw me talking to some guy and getting his number....hahaha thats funny because I only talked to my friends and their boyfriends the entire night..no other guys which is weird for me cuz I am very boy crazy!  So ne who, I look for him the entire night and don't see him then I found him a half hour later with a girl, so I didn't want to interrupt because that would have been rude.  So the last song decides to play and its Dem Jeans by master P ahhhhhhh love dat song!  So I grabbed him and dance with him and he said he was looking for me all night, haha thats funny.  So after the song I ask him friend what the deal with him is and his friend told me Zache doesn't want me to go to STL and I mentioned to his friend about me moving down here in July and he said Zache failed to mention about that.  Ughhh!! I don't get guys!  I don't know what to do about Zache, hes a virgin so I know he wont try to get in my pants which is awesome and he can be soo sweet sometimes, it just seems like when i talk to any guys whether it's a friend or not he gets jealous.  If anyone has any ideas or suggestions to what I should do please let me know!!!!

Well, enough of me, and You all have a great day...tonight is a 6 kegger and a football party.  I love the football players at sms they r my boyz for life!!!